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23 August 2020 @ 02:15 am
No one is out to break your heart. It only seems that way  
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"a posse ad esse"



it's complicated:
Alright. This journal is a mixture of many things: graphics, picspams, fanfictions ( all http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q53/inspire-me-x/unlocked.gif) and personal entries (http://i133.photobucket.com/albums/q53/inspire-me-x/locked2.gif). I have a Meryl Streep community and a Sims 2 journal at the works while everything else posted is in this journal. So feel free to leave a comment if you'd like to step into my world that I love and detest to live in. I told you it was complicated. Let's make this brief about my fandoms: Madonna, Meryl Streep, Michelle Pfeiffer, Marcia Cross, Felicity Huffman, Angelina Jolie, Tina Fey, Lisa Edelstein, Christine Baranski, George Clooney, Gerard Butler, Brad Pitt, Hugh Laurie. That's mainly all. Anyone else I basically dislike or adore.


and it's all just al little bit of history repeating:
First of all, let me tell you: this isn't a journal where you'll see one worded entries that describe my mood. I have never done that, and will never think to do so. I don't complain about my life and how depressing it is but instead explain to you about my days and why I feel a certain way about something. I'm one of the most complicated, yet simple people you will ever meet. I guarantee you. If there's a stain on a plate before it's served, I will wipe it with a tissue. If there's a crooked painting on the wall I will make it straight. If I wipe the windows with Windex, and there's still a stain on it, it's right of you to think that I would wipe the whole window again. But on the other hand I'm also simple. I litter, dropping something, then forgetting about it. I j-walk on busy streets, when the ice I step on can make me fall. I can watch the same channel all day, eat the same food all week and not get tired. I think I was born that way. I'm considered "wise beyond my years" meaning whatever comes out of my mouth, is something you wouldn't usually hear from a 16 year old girl. Again, I think I was born that way.


radio by your side, angie baby:
I rely on the arts to tell me everything about the world and what it contains. Music is my therapy for the worst times I have ever felt and experienced, telling me how I am not the only person who has gone through this. If someone has written a song, reading every single thing on my mind, I'm definitely not the only one who suffers. Writings, oh the writings I read over and over again can make me cry my eyes out. To read the words of someone who looks absolutely normal, does normal things, and eats normal, is so unique. Their writing, their thoughts, their ideas can affect ones life. Art gives me wisdom to the knowledge of the creativity, hate, violence, surprises and everything in our world, showing me all the mixed emotions and perspectives in one piece, but still, being so beautiful. That is what our world is; beautiful yet chaotic.


with ambitions high, would you like to try:
Because I'm an extreme perfectionist here are links posted for your convinience. They're filled with tags, graphics, communities.. basically anything that has my name to it. I know it's not a lot, but hey, at least I tried.




 
 
 
musicinferno on July 29th, 2008 02:49 pm (UTC)
:)
thankyou ♥